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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

Feature

Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

Catmint wakes up to the taste of milk and baking soda He pushes his tongue against his teeth Swallows thick, creamy catarrh It is five oh two He turns to the right, slips from bed and begins   First, he lays out Beetle’s pills on a paper napkin Two brown circles, one large pink oval, and a white capsule filled with soluble red powder He spaces each of them out with his smallest fingernail Then, he tiptoes about the bedroom whilst Beetle sleeps, brushing out his hair and clipping it back, slipping into his two-strap sandals, painting his eyelids with a waxy, yellow pigment He stands on the dresser and cleans inside the Recirculator with his fingers, and then he lifts his filthy hands above his head and closes the bedroom door with his hip   Outside, he neatens the shoes on the shoe rack, fills the kettle to the third notch, and picks the bloated bits of rice from the sink The grout between the tiles is cleaned The living room rug made perpendicular to the living room wall The showerhead left in a bucket of white vinegar   He leaves the flat at around seven The street is crowned with a horizon of laundry Wires going from window to window draped with paisley sheets and stained underwear, all hanging stagnant in the breezeless air Catmint stops at the newsagents on the corner for a cut of synth-citric The woman at the counter holds it out in her hands like a sticky yellow pebble before wrapping it in brown paper Outside of the shop the radios are beginning to crackle to life There are speakers jutting out of the walls, attached to lamp posts, on people’s balconies and patios Several stations garbling over each other White noise to keep the peace at bay   Catmint looks up at the pale seven o’clock sky, and for a moment, is convinced he might see a bird He doesn’t       There is a library on Via 760 that sells sencha tea It’s oily and tastes like wet white fish – a poor echo of the original Beetle hates it, and this

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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poetry

Issue No. 14

Interrogations

Rebecca Tamás

poetry

Issue No. 14

INTERROGATION (1)     Are you a witch?   Are you   Have you had relations with the devil?...

fiction

July 2015

Agata's Machine

Camilla Grudova

fiction

July 2015

Agata and I were both eleven years old when she first introduced me to her machine. We were in...

Prize Entry

April 2016

Role Play

Naomi Frisby

Prize Entry

April 2016

Your right hand is the first to go. One Sunday afternoon as you’re sitting on the sofa reading the...

 

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