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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

Feature

Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

Small white monkeys stretch around in the dirt beneath a tree but do not get dirty They pick themselves up and dash away across the concrete plane, bobbing out of sight They are silent   …   The following evening is my dinner with the curator I wear a fresh white gown   During le plat principal my left bell sleeve slides through a rich sauce as I reach for my glass, but when I retract it the sauce slides right off I bother the sleeve edge with my fingers for the rest of the evening   The white monkeys watch me from a pylon, far away — ‘The Engine’       CAR SICKNESS   The past should go away but it never does… And it is like a swimming pool at the foot of the stairs…   – Poemland, Chelsey Minnis     About three years ago I sustained an injury, a significant injury to my body, and in the wake of this my mind did something both for and against itself I experienced what is sometimes referred to as an ‘unfreezing’ – that is, I reaccessed a traumatic experience, an instance of sexual assault, that had taken place six years previously, in my early twenties, the current flesh wound acting as a catalyst for this sudden thaw Shortly, I found myself in hell I began writing a long poem in order to manage, though I did not yet recognise the significance of this activity ‘The Engine’ was a poem about another world Inhabiting this world was a brood of small white monkeys that moved around like injured birds, like furtive healthy birds, like monkeys There was no pretence in the poem, though it might sound impossible…   In ‘friday’, Anna Mendelssohn, an important poet of zero pretence, writes,   Poetry can be stripped Racketeers compromise advantageously Unracked by the objects of their disquieted attention Work is too much trouble to those who don’t love their subject And

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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poetry

July 2015

About Blue: Velestovo

Tatiana Daniliyants

TR. Katherine E. Young

poetry

July 2015

About Blue: Velestovo   1   …when I say the name: Velestovo, I think of deep blue. Of blue...

fiction

Issue No. 2

The Surrealist Section of the Harry Ransom Center

Diego Trelles Paz

TR. Janet Hendrickson

fiction

Issue No. 2

To Enrique Fierro and Ida Vitale—   Just like you, muchachos, I didn’t believe in ghosts, and if I’d...

Interview

October 2013

Interview with Nick Goss

James Cahill

Interview

October 2013

Nick Goss has emerged in recent years as one of the UK’s most feted young painters. Evoking indistinct places...

 

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