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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

1997   Business boomed Optimism was shooting up everywhere and bursting into flower Music was jocular Sport was effusive Soon it would be possible to do the most wonderful things with computers People woke and felt buoyant Cereal was measured out with glee Steam lifted from the mugs of recently reconciled marriages Parents treated children to extravagant lunch box items People would turn to their loved ones and say things like, ‘I can’t wait to read the paper’ and ‘what a time to be alive’ But the people had been caught out before They knew from history books and the Bible and Panorama that no flower can last forever; they knew that after summer the petals fold and fail; the leaves whither; the plant dies The people knew that in good times smart people put down roots So the people built houses   *   People were building a whole lot of houses To build houses you need timber and because Stuart’s business traded solely in timber the optimism soon wormed its way into the wood at Ford’s Mill Orders were rampant Builders bought four by two by the pack and skirting board by the bundle Stuart sent his lorries out full every morning and watched them return empty by lunch Often they would be sent out again because of all the fucking optimism about all the fucking houses; because business was booming and everyone was having such a great time; because it was all so serenely upbeat: ‘Education, education, education,’ New Labour said Smart people build houses   *   Stuart was smart Too smart to sell timber for a living, people said Far too smart Could have been a lawyer, they said Could have been a damn fine lawyer A teacher at Stuart’s school – Mr Charters – was certain that Stuart had it in him to be a damn fine lawyer   ‘You should go to university,’ he told Stuart, ‘and study law’   ‘Dad wants me to join the family business   ‘What business is that?’   ‘The timber business’   Everyone thought Stuart was making a huge mistake turning down the opportunity to be such a damn fine lawyer ‘I

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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fiction

January 2014

The Black Lake

Hella S. Haasse

TR. Ina Rilke

fiction

January 2014

Oeroeg was my friend. When I think back on my childhood and adolescence, an image of Oeroeg invariably rises...

poetry

Issue No. 13

Morning, Noon & Night

Claire-Louise Bennett

poetry

Issue No. 13

Sometimes a banana with coffee is nice. It ought not to be too ripe – in fact there should...

fiction

November 2011

Sheepskin

Olivia Heal

fiction

November 2011

The first I noticed was your thumbnails, large, round and flat, like two plates. They were marked with yellowed...

 

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