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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

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Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

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February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

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February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

In 2013, when Jane Campion’s Top of the Lake first aired, I tried but failed to watch it In the first episode, detective Robin Griffin is visiting her hometown in New Zealand, and begins investigating the case of a pregnant twelve-year-old girl, Tui, who has tried to end her own life Robin visits the girl’s father in his remote hilltop house, suspecting him, amongst others, of having raped Tui When she started to talk to the intimidating, unpleasant man, I had to turn it off I couldn’t stomach another TV programme about brutalised girls I couldn’t bear holding out to see if the sexual abuse might be treated in a way that wasn’t titillating or voyeuristic   I was wrong to switch off Watching the series properly this year, I was struck by how Campion confronted such painful possibilities — the systematically orchestrated abuse of teenage girls, horribly familiar in recent months from the Jeffrey Epstein case — without colluding in the girls’ mistreatment, without indulging in false, salivating piety Tui’s sufferings are conveyed without robbing her of her dignity, and the legacy of Robin’s own sexual trauma at the hands of brutal young men is compassionately and respectfully portrayed too   It’s a tricky thing to pull off Part of what we invoke when we rail against the exploitation of women and girls is their vulnerability; their vulnerability to those with greater physical, social, cultural power — usually men But that vulnerability is also what is fetishised in the sexual predation of girls itself; innocence, pliability and breakability are alluring to abusers, and not for nothing is the virgin trope so ubiquitous The association of youth with vulnerability and cuteness is fraught Cultural theorist Sianne Ngai has argued, in her analysis of ‘cute’ aesthetics in the context of toys and art objects, that ‘cuteness’ —  associated with frailty, roundness, softness — can provoke ‘ugly or aggressive feelings, as well as the expected tender or maternal ones’; the cute object, she writes, ‘is as often intended to excite a consumer’s sadistic desires for mastery and control as

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August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

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July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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September 2013

For All Mankind: A Brief Cultural History of the Moon

Henry Little

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September 2013

For almost the entirety of man’s recorded 50,000-year history the moon has been unattainable. Alternately a heavenly body, the...

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Issue No. 1

Beyond the Horizon

Patrick Langley

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Issue No. 1

Listen to the silence, let it ring on. (Joy Division, Transmission) I It is not yet dawn. The city...

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December 2016

Bonnie Camplin: Is it a Crime to Love a Prawn

Bonnie Camplin

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December 2016

  The title of Bonnie Camplin’s exhibition at 3236RLS Gallery, ‘Is it a Crime to Love a Prawn’, brings...

 

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