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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

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Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

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February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

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February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

 La Esmeralda, Mexico   She knocked on the bathroom door   ‘Can I come in to shower?’   ‘En el trono,’ he called out ‘Give me a couple minutes’   He was just reaching for the roll of toilet paper on the floor when something happened A reverberating collision and a seasick feeling at once The toilet quivered under his thighs as the walls rattled and the front door – it must be the front door – cracked, splintering as though a tree had crashed through it, but there were no trees in the yard He began to rise from the toilet into something awful, into a new sound, into the rising decibels of the woman screaming from the living room Bent over still reaching for his pants, he knew there would not be enough time to pull them up He was aware of every facet of the bathroom then, as though he had been studying it for escape routes for months The canary-yellow plastic curtain drawn halfway across the tub The rusted showerhead releasing its slow, incurable drip The colourless bath mat with its frayed, dirty edge folded up The dingy rattan clothes hamper The stale towel hanging from a nail in the door And to his right, above the sink, a red hand towel limp on its clear plastic ring over the soap dish The sink was set in a water-warped cabinet with a louvred door   The frenzy in his ears stopped Her scream was cut off It had risen into a hysterical shriek and now vacated itself with a soft humph Like a chainsaw dropped into a swamp Chairs were falling, or maybe it was the kitchen table that someone smashed into the wall Another tremor went through the house No male voices No commands, no shouting All he had heard was a tumult and the hysterical clipped scream The furniture dragging and feet moving   He wasn’t breathing anymore He turned to his right, taking a step and holding his pants He glanced from the faucet and the toothbrushes blossoming, one orange and one blue, from their dirty glass on the sink, to the

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

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July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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January 2011

Futures Past: Monumental Memorials of Modern Berlin

Leila Peacock

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January 2011

Cities display a worship of history in the monuments and memorials that they choose to erect, through which the...

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June 2014

Turning the Game Around

Daniel Galera

TR. Rahul Bery

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June 2014

Once upon a time there was – no, better: you are a thief who wanders through the cities and...

Interview

October 2014

Interview with Otobong Nkanga

Louisa Elderton

Interview

October 2014

Some things are meant to be lost. You can’t collect emotions. As the artist Otobong Nkanga tells me this,...

 

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