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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

At Kabul airport, a man I mistook for a foreigner   A security guard, red-haired with blue eyes and pale skin, patting me down I couldn’t help but look him directly in the face And he returned the compliment before joking with his colleagues in Dari He looked just like a guy who sells fashion-wear on Lamb’s Conduit When – I wondered – when in the archeologies of all the civilisations that have passed through these mountains and deserts was he deposited here? I thought he was Irish   Waiting at the gate with sun whiting out the hazy mountainous horizon and a beautiful greenhouse of a morning Two helicopters fly across the silhouetted, flattened scene Always in twos Humming like insects – of course – across the sky Then two more And another pair…and another Five pairs in all They pass from left to right in the two-dimensional morning, from east to west was it? I am not sure Perhaps north to south   And then they return, arcing back in a line like a scorpion’s tail, descending one after the other to land like a stairway or a ski-lift Afterwards three aircraft, flashing in like birds, swooping to land almost together, without a second thought   We wind up above Kabul in a corkscrew   *   In Herat we land hard and fast after a steep turn and a roll from side to side, wing to wing A drone under concave shelter Like a toy, in pale grey, or grey white As we pass out it departs, trailing electronically through the sky   The hum of activity   A long, straight road, lined with tall pines For some reason surprised that the Russians (or the British) didn’t raze them   The office like a summerhouse, rose bushes and red carpets, and warm, sky-blue air An elaborate (but probably cheap) golden mirror above a sink on the first-floor central landing, a touch of grand decay   The security situation – like everywhere – is deteriorating in the province For civilians and aid workers, for police and security Threats abound The Taliban and others are rich with poppy harvests, busy gaining influence from a

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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Issue No. 20

Editorial

The Editors

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Issue No. 20

    As a bookish schoolchild in Galilee, the Palestinian poet Mahmoud Darwish was invited to compose, and read...

Interview

Issue No. 8

Interview with Deborah Levy

Jacques Testard

Interview

Issue No. 8

‘TO BECOME A WRITER, I had to learn to interrupt, to speak up, to speak a little louder, and...

poetry

May 2013

Flatlands

Saskia Hamilton

poetry

May 2013

Horses and geese in a sodden field. Solitaries with luggage on a wet platform. Postage-stamp house on a bit...

 

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