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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

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Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

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February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

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February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

The automatic rifle fire was followed by an unnerving whistle at Ti’s ear He gripped the shopping bags, grabbed Lo Ling’s arm and pulled her into a sprint Together they made for the alleys with the rest of the crowd   He could not believe it – the troops were shooting again His shock endured even as a line of wet red spattered up his shirtsleeve A man spun and fell Any thought of helping was gone before it was fully considered The pulpy mess was soon out of sight   Lo Ling was screaming, struggling to keep up Ti held firm at her elbow He dared not slow down His grandfather’s sìhéyuàn was close by and would be safe   There was another crack of gunfire More whistles Panic stretched across his belly, bound tighter and tighter by the footfall of everyone running The relentless stomp-stomp-stomp alarmed him most, over the barging and stumbling; the regular cries of ‘They’re coming! They’re coming!’   Not for the first time, he cursed the students in the square His anger was personal, far from any political point of view More than anything he wished for a return to normality   If the students dispersed, the army would leave and order could be restored, which was best for all People could get on with their lives He could get on with courting Lo Ling in peace   ‘I need to stop,’ she called behind   ‘Not far to Wài Gōng’s,’ he answered and hauled her into another side lane of the hútòng   They ran on, as fast as his heavying legs and scorching lungs could carry them His grandfather’s courtyard residence was at the end of the next passage, less than ten minutes’ away   ‘Please’ Lo Ling pulled harder against him ‘I’m going to be ill,’ she sobbed   Hesitantly, he stopped to let her catch her breath She bent double and panted at a wall Despite a searing thud to his own chest, he fought the urge to join her   Their fellow citizens rushed by They warned Ti not to stay out of doors It was not safe tonight He nodded at them politely, a whir in his ears causing

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August 2014

Alice Hattrick

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August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

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July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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June 2015

Uneasy Lies the Head

William Watkin

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June 2015

Last October I was standing in my kitchen, waiting for espresso to trickle from the spout of our imposing...

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Issue No. 4

The White Review No. 4 Editorial

The Editors

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Issue No. 4

We live in interesting times. A few years ago, with little warning and for reasons obscure to all but...

poetry

September 2011

The Cinematographer, a 42-year-old man named Miyagawa, aimed his camera directly at the sun, which at first probably seemed like a bad idea

Michael Earl Craig

poetry

September 2011

Last night Kurosawa’s woodcutter strode through the forest, his axe on his shoulder. Intense sunlight stabbed and sparkled and...

 

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