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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

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Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

Source Material   Her story is widely known At first she stayed in heaven, then she followed a man down below, and that was her descent to earth As the illustration shows, later on she returned once more to the heavens To be precise, she flew to the moon Chang’e Escapes to the Moon As you will realise at once, this is Chang’e She has many names: Chang’e, Heng’e, Changxi, Shangyi, Changyi, the Jade Rabbit, the Spirit of the Moon beyond these, there are the unpleasant ones, such as the Toad, the Cleft-lip Rabbit, etc[1] Now she has descended to the world again   Many have written poems about her in each and every dynasty Li Shangyin[2] wrote the finest:   A mica screen, deep shadows cast by the candles, the long river[3] slowly falls, the dawn stars sink Chang’e regrets stealing the marvellous potion[4]— jade-green waters, blue-black sky — at night in her heart   Statistical data indicates that the men who have written poems to her are too numerous to count Yet none describes her appearance; not because she is embarassingly ugly, but because she is too lovely From ancient times to the present day, among all lovely women, she is the only one to enjoy this honour: everyone knows she is very beautiful, without the poets needing to waste words or ink Incidentally, while no one wrote down the details of her beauty before, to do so today would be impossible The present is an ugly age, when the task of the poet is to write about ugliness As to what comes after — oh, don’t bring that up People everywhere know that the next age will be called the post-ugly era       Essay on an Assigned Topic   I am writing this essay on a topic assigned by Hou Houyi [5] Hou Houyi is an important historian, as well as my academic advisor He instructed me to make a record of the descent of Chang’e to the world He also

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August 2014

Alice Hattrick

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August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

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July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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February 2011

Red Shirts in Thailand

Sam Brown

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February 2011

The closest I had ever come to a protest was in 2003, in Bangkok, when I tried and failed...

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February 2015

In bed with the radio

Péter Závada

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February 2015

IN BED WITH THE RADIO   You’d turned against me. There’s safety in knowing, I thought. Like lying in...

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June 2015

Uneasy Lies the Head

William Watkin

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June 2015

Last October I was standing in my kitchen, waiting for espresso to trickle from the spout of our imposing...

 

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