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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

Feature

Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

 La Esmeralda, Mexico   She knocked on the bathroom door   ‘Can I come in to shower?’   ‘En el trono,’ he called out ‘Give me a couple minutes’   He was just reaching for the roll of toilet paper on the floor when something happened A reverberating collision and a seasick feeling at once The toilet quivered under his thighs as the walls rattled and the front door – it must be the front door – cracked, splintering as though a tree had crashed through it, but there were no trees in the yard He began to rise from the toilet into something awful, into a new sound, into the rising decibels of the woman screaming from the living room Bent over still reaching for his pants, he knew there would not be enough time to pull them up He was aware of every facet of the bathroom then, as though he had been studying it for escape routes for months The canary-yellow plastic curtain drawn halfway across the tub The rusted showerhead releasing its slow, incurable drip The colourless bath mat with its frayed, dirty edge folded up The dingy rattan clothes hamper The stale towel hanging from a nail in the door And to his right, above the sink, a red hand towel limp on its clear plastic ring over the soap dish The sink was set in a water-warped cabinet with a louvred door   The frenzy in his ears stopped Her scream was cut off It had risen into a hysterical shriek and now vacated itself with a soft humph Like a chainsaw dropped into a swamp Chairs were falling, or maybe it was the kitchen table that someone smashed into the wall Another tremor went through the house No male voices No commands, no shouting All he had heard was a tumult and the hysterical clipped scream The furniture dragging and feet moving   He wasn’t breathing anymore He turned to his right, taking a step and holding his pants He glanced from the faucet and the toothbrushes blossoming, one orange and one blue, from their dirty glass on the sink, to the

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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feature

August 2017

What Makes A Gallery Programme?

Pac Pobric

feature

August 2017

Of his art dealer, Daniel-Henry Kahnweiler, Pablo Picasso once wondered, ‘What would have become of us if Kahnweiler hadn’t...

fiction

March 2014

The Nothing on Which the Fire Depends

Micheline Aharonian Marcom

fiction

March 2014

Friday 9 November 2009   The coffee is lukewarm, but she doesn’t mind to drink it this way. She...

poetry

June 2013

Belly

Melissa Lee-Houghton

poetry

June 2013

When I was fifteen I took my two little cousins into town and had them wait outside the tattoo...

 

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