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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

Feature

Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

https://soundcloudcom/user-856373367/david-hawkins-field-recording/s-oqrsd2iveh1   FIELD RECORDING   When you record the air, its soundings go boneward    A small, ear-sized mushroom collapses upwards into    a state of pure colour and to draw it with sounds    then becoming words is an amiable task A ladybird    lands on your sleeve: it smells brightly,    orange-tipped emulsion, chewing noise until listening pauses: aural history is an opening skull, huge weathered stones left by ancestors    are a broken eminence Could we be its fontanelle?    As a slender membrane sinks like a trampoline    through the filleted sky, so the ear grows into the ground    at the speed of slow echo We want to exist    like humpback whales, let our song gather itself    around the whole world and return the same notes    yet somehow changed by the timbres of distance,    but that sheer blue crow feinting on its updraft    is a new distraction picked from a bucket    of luminous seeds and fungi Before you pack the gear away    please mention the grass growing and the gentle blush    teeming in your cheeks, the near swoop of an eyebrow   https://soundcloudcom/user-856373367/david-hawkins-roadkill-redacted/s-LXwjkvo1TKM   ROADKILL REDACTED   It’s true that I’m the slightly bloated carcase of a young roe deer sprangled on the edge of the central reservation Like something in amber, my legs are a tangled glyph, my face flayed by insects, as traffic iterates and reiterates its sane and modal realism A million flies have drunk from my fraying tear ducts Neutral voids, my eyes; where small nightmares well up and print themselves on tarmac in an abacus of

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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poetry

February 2014

Two Poems from A Finger in the Fishes Mouth

Derek Jarman

poetry

February 2014

To mark the 20th anniversary of Derek Jarman’s death, Test Centre has produced a facsimile edition of his sole,...

fiction

June 2012

Spinning Days of Night

Susana Medina

fiction

June 2012

Day 1 in the Season before Chaos   These were the days before the glitch. The weather was acutely...

poetry

Issue No. 8

The Cloud of Knowing

John Ashbery

poetry

Issue No. 8

There are those who would have paid that. The amount your eyes bonded with (O spangled home) will have...

 

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