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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

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Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

siphoning   habitual catalogue of the day, intro ft blossom fallen from a gated property and crisping on the pavement’s piss-streaked sun, kicked out of shape by the advance of a woman whose feet pass quickly then recede in the distance soon followed by a girl whose shoulders curl a phonetic c as she frowns (at feet/blossom/pavement) at which point the narrative corrects the woman as Mother & the latter grammar as Disobedient Daughter, and the world shakes off its hope of distance to assume a familiar shape: in which the blossom becomes fallout of some unseen conflict & we the barely treading water, like toothless children bobbing for apples & ushering worlds round their axes       What Genie Got   She got it in the chest like the thump of Elijah, awoke one morning to the trumpet of her mother, its mouthpiece fused to the notch above her sternum All Genie knew was that she woke up for school, and saw the duvet rising sharply between her breasts, its worn-out cotton an ascending minaret that tugged itself back in reverence, declaring the terrible instrument in matrilineal splendour Genie didn’t touch or caress its tubulation, to try & still its cries, but as she breathed out slowly the trumpet started yelling so that cracks began to scale the walls, each one spawning derivatives as she fought with the trumpet for air Genie held her breath and the artex started raining   The year processed in discord Genie became adept at the opposite of breathing & made very little sound at all But her mother’s orchestra had other plans: her gangs of woodwind would heckle from buildings through menacing throats of gargoyles, while brassy-eyed buttons of anonymous instruments winked like fish skins from hedges They always seemed to meet her at the importunest of moments: on Saturdays spent working at hotel wedding functions, when the sudden exhalation of an untuned celesta might shatter her tray of champagne flutes; or the time she tried to kiss Serina behind the privacy of her locker, only to find it filled with cymbals, stacked like dry-stone making horizontal purdahs of the sweetly staling air It was only the one cymbal that slipped out of line, but Serina backed away, unravelled by its timbre Genie was left in the reverberant air, breathing in the lustful geometry of lockers; the plasterboard walls of discoloured posters and fading acne of blu-tack; the fluids that

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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feature

May 2016

Postcard from Istanbul

Sydney Ribot

feature

May 2016

    Saturday       On March 19, at 1 p.m. in a café off Turnacibaşı St., an...

poetry

May 2016

Two Poems

Sam Buchan-Watts

poetry

May 2016

The Dentist’s Chair       I dreamt of the dentist’s chair, that it wore a smart pair of...

poetry

August 2017

From The Dolphin House

Richard O’Brien

poetry

August 2017

Note for the following three poems: In 1965, a bottlenose dolphin christened Peter was the subject of a scientific...

 

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