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Amber Husain

Amber Husain is a writer, academic and publisher. She is currently a managing editor and research fellow at Afterall, Central Saint Martins. Her essays and criticism appear or are forthcoming in 3AM, The Believer, London Review of Books, LA Review of Books, Radical Philosophy and elsewhere. She is the author of Replace Me, to be published by Peninsula Press in November 2021.



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Slouching Towards Death

Book Review

July 2021

Amber Husain

Book Review

July 2021

In January, a preview excerpt in The New Yorker of Rachel Kushner’s essay collection The Hard Crowd (2021) warned us that this might turn...

Book Review

August 2020

Natasha Stagg’s ‘Sleeveless’

Amber Husain

Book Review

August 2020

‘The thong is centimetres closer to areas of arousal,’ writes Natasha Stagg in Sleeveless: Fashion, Image, Media, New York,...

When they sprout, their flesh is the colour of bruises The sun beats down and they cook and seep and split open    The heads take shape    Not bruises The ghost of mother’s words, an image of her mouth pressed tight as she knelt to sew up gashed skin, pliers on the soil beside her They are more than that   The sprouts, as they emerge from flat ground, smell of the butcher’s block When the Reaper was small, she squatted before each head to track the turning of skin She traced the violence of blues smudging green Yellows curdling into ochre She watched flesh deepening, like things browning and decaying, into russet and mahogany But it was the opposite of death The bruised skin smoothed, their cheeks plumped The heads bloomed fresh and new At dawn, the Reaper crouched close to watch their pores dew When mother wasn’t looking, she dug her thumbs into their eyes, her tongue into tender flesh   There are no more bruised ones left The newest head sprouted the day mother left, and in the months since, it has mellowed to a birch brown It hasn’t spoken once, mouth slack, eyes leeched Its hair is the shade of cut papaya, but the Reaper can’t bring herself to touch it Mother used to sit in front of each sprout, sinking oil-slick fingers into their hair, kneading their aches, soothing sunburns with dabs of aloe and milk The Reaper begged to help, carefully held lengths of hair as they were braided and piled up snug For the ones who asked, mother sharpened scissors, snipped and trimmed and sometimes sheared bald The weight, they said, reminded them of crowns They spoke like wealthy women with nothing to do The Reaper imagined them stopping by air-conditioned salons, servants waiting at the door, ready to whisk them off to galas and banquets thrown in their honour    That was when the Reaper wasn’t the Reaper yet, when she was too young to understand what it means when a woman’s head sprouts from the ground   *   She wakes with the heft of mother’s pliers in

Contributor

November 2018

Amber Husain

Contributor

November 2018

Amber Husain is a writer, academic and publisher. She is currently a managing editor and research fellow at Afterall,...

On Having No Skin: Nan Goldin’s Sirens

Art Review

January 2020

Amber Husain

Art Review

January 2020

The feeling of drug-induced euphoria could be strips of gauze between beautiful fingers. Or a silver slinky sent down a torso by its own...
In Defence of Dead Women

Essay

November 2018

Amber Husain

Essay

November 2018

The memorial for the artist was as inconclusive as her work, or anybody’s life. Organised haphazardly on Facebook by one of her old friends,...

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poetry

May 2012

REGULAR BLACK

Sam Riviere

poetry

May 2012

Who wouldn’t rather be watching a film about werewolves instead of composing friends’ funeral playlists all day I’ve been...

feature

July 2013

The New Writing

César Aira

TR. Rahul Bery

feature

July 2013

The way I see it, the avant-garde emerged at a point when the professionalisation of artists had consumed itself...

fiction

September 2012

Sarah Palin Night

Agustín Fernández Mallo

TR. Michael McDevitt

fiction

September 2012

It was a Sunday afternoon, siesta time: my phone buzzed in my pocket. ‘Is this Agustín Fernández Mallo?’ ‘Yes,...

 

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