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Johanna Hedva
JOHANNA HEDVA is the author of the novel, ON HELL. Their collection of poems and essays, MINERVA THE MISCARRIAGE OF THE BRAIN, will be published in September 2020. Their essay, ‘Sick Woman Theory,’ published in MASK in 2016, has been translated into six languages, and their writing has appeared in TRIPLE CANOPY, FRIEZE, BLACK WARRIOR REVIEW, and ASIAN AMERICAN LITERARY REVIEW. Their work has been shown at The Institute of Contemporary Arts in London, Performance Space New York, the LA Architecture and Design Museum, and the Museum of Contemporary Art on the Moon. Their album, THE SUN AND THE MOON, was released in March 2019, and they’re currently touring BLACK MOON LILITH IN PISCES IN THE 4TH HOUSE, a doom metal guitar and voice performance influenced by Korean shamanist ritual. Their novel, YOUR LOVE IS NO GOOD is out in May 2023 from And Other Stories.  

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‘They’re Really Close To My Body’: A Hagiography of Nine Inch Nails and their resident mystic Robin Finck

Essay

Issue No. 27

Johanna Hedva

Essay

Issue No. 27

‘We possess nothing in this world other than the power to say “I”. This is what we must yield up to God.’ — Simone...

Book Review

October 2019

She, Etcetera

Johanna Hedva

Book Review

October 2019

Every brainy queer of my generation, especially those born under the sign of Saturn, went through a phase where...

When they sprout, their flesh is the colour of bruises The sun beats down and they cook and seep and split open    The heads take shape    Not bruises The ghost of mother’s words, an image of her mouth pressed tight as she knelt to sew up gashed skin, pliers on the soil beside her They are more than that   The sprouts, as they emerge from flat ground, smell of the butcher’s block When the Reaper was small, she squatted before each head to track the turning of skin She traced the violence of blues smudging green Yellows curdling into ochre She watched flesh deepening, like things browning and decaying, into russet and mahogany But it was the opposite of death The bruised skin smoothed, their cheeks plumped The heads bloomed fresh and new At dawn, the Reaper crouched close to watch their pores dew When mother wasn’t looking, she dug her thumbs into their eyes, her tongue into tender flesh   There are no more bruised ones left The newest head sprouted the day mother left, and in the months since, it has mellowed to a birch brown It hasn’t spoken once, mouth slack, eyes leeched Its hair is the shade of cut papaya, but the Reaper can’t bring herself to touch it Mother used to sit in front of each sprout, sinking oil-slick fingers into their hair, kneading their aches, soothing sunburns with dabs of aloe and milk The Reaper begged to help, carefully held lengths of hair as they were braided and piled up snug For the ones who asked, mother sharpened scissors, snipped and trimmed and sometimes sheared bald The weight, they said, reminded them of crowns They spoke like wealthy women with nothing to do The Reaper imagined them stopping by air-conditioned salons, servants waiting at the door, ready to whisk them off to galas and banquets thrown in their honour    That was when the Reaper wasn’t the Reaper yet, when she was too young to understand what it means when a woman’s head sprouts from the ground   *   She wakes with the heft of mother’s pliers in

Contributor

March 2018

Johanna Hedva

Contributor

March 2018

JOHANNA HEDVA is the author of the novel, ON HELL. Their collection of poems and essays, MINERVA THE MISCARRIAGE...

Jonah

Fiction

Issue No. 21

Johanna Hedva

Fiction

Issue No. 21

After The Eliza Battle, I went to Berlin to recuperate, to nurse my pride. I had been there many times at that point, since...

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poetry

November 2016

Nothing Old, Nothing, New, Nothing, Borrowed, Nothing Blue

Iphgenia Baal

poetry

November 2016

look at your kitchen look at your kitchen oh my god look at your kitchen it’s delightful only wait...

poetry

January 2015

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January 2015

dear angélica   dear angélica I can’t make it I got stuck in the elevator between the ninth and...

fiction

June 2012

Spinning Days of Night

Susana Medina

fiction

June 2012

Day 1 in the Season before Chaos   These were the days before the glitch. The weather was acutely...

 

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