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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

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Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

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February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

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February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

11 22 2011 – LOVE DOG     For months Hamlet has been floating around Its book covers popping up everywhere Non sequitur references during my classes with Avital Ronell In other texts In my letters to Elaine and in her letters to me The other night, in my laundry room, someone left a copy on a shelf of donated books On tables at work I even stole one copy and took it home with me as a token, as proof   Ronell says, ‘In Hamlet readiness is all’ and ‘All of Hamlet happened in the ear’ A few weeks later, Žižek came to Ronell’s class and said that Hamlet is about the way the beginning of ethics is trying to decide something and decision always involves indecision and procrastination How an act always comes both too early and too late, so there is never really a ‘right’ moment for an act One begins with the wrong moment because it is always the wrong moment A few days ago, Elaine sent me a quote by John Berger: ‘In the minute that’s still left we have to do everything’ The day X came to class Ronell brought up Hamlet, again, and suddenly all the ghosts had a name, making them real I couldn’t believe my ears Yet even though we were finally in the same room together, how can you know what someone hears – (what X heard) – when we never really know this about anyone? When I asked a female acquaintance at the bar we were at if she thought X had heard what I said under my breath the night we were together, she answered: ‘He doesn’t need to hear you He knows’ The question is, how did she know? When I mumbled something cutting to him as he went outside to smoke a cigarette, taking a risk by saying anything at all, he asked me to repeat what I’d said I pretended I hadn’t said anything and he pretended he didn’t hear anything Denial is one of the ways cognition works You’re just hearing things and You’re just seeing things are

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August 2014

Alice Hattrick

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August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

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July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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October 2012

Pressed Up Against the Immediate

Rye Dag Holmboe

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October 2012

The author Philip Pullman recently criticised the overuse of the present tense in contemporary literature, a criticism he stretched...

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June 2013

The Cherry Tree

Sheila Heti

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June 2013

That winter, all the plums froze. All the peaches froze and all the cherries froze, and everything froze so...

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April 2017

The White Review Short Story Prize 2017 Shortlist (US & Canada)

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April 2017

click on the title to read the story   1,040 MPH by Alexander Slotnick   Abu One-Eye by Rav...

 

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